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 At first, the snow fell lightly. Jessie 
        Mayfield found herself outside a three-chair beauty shop in a town where 
        the men still went to the barber. Visiting Johnson City was a bizarre 
        experience and a greatly needed distraction. Trying not to think about 
        Frank Bilotti seemed to be the antidote of choice until she figured out 
        some way that thinking about him could be constructive. 
 Claudie had tried to insist that she visit a local hair dresser, but Jessie 
        wasn't in the mood. She had picked up the groceries for Claudie and her 
        kids, all the way down to the Pop Tarts, and had only one stop left. A 
        prescription for Claudie's shingles waited at the pharmacy, where she 
        could also pick up some cold medicine for Claudie's first-born son, Bren.
 
 The only pharmacy in Johnson City operated out of an old church. The steep-pitched 
        slate roof, steeple, overhanging eaves, and lap siding gave the building 
        a certain character. Something else about it made it poignant, but Jessie 
        couldn't put her finger on it. Entering through the church's original 
        set of double doors, Jessie saw shelves climbing all the walls, even reaching 
        the point where the ceiling rose at an angle to form the steeple. Not 
        short on merchandise, the place was packed with everything from portable 
        toilets to hot water bottles.
 
 "Can I help you?" a beautiful olive-skinned woman said. She looked part 
        Native American, with soft, well-tended hair that dropped over her shoulders.
 
 "Claudie Donahue has a prescription."
 
 "You must be her sister from New York?"
 
 "Word travels that fast?"
 
 "Around here the trees have ears and the rocks talk."
 
 Jessie's face broke a natural smile. It felt odd because her life was 
        distinctly a frown.
 
 In a corner next to the counter, a dark-haired boy was coloring. It required 
        no imagination to suppose that his mother was tending the store. His eyelashes 
        were long and distinctive. Designed for expansion, his blue overalls were 
        rolled nicely at the ankles, his tiny Polo shirt bore stripes that handily 
        complemented the denim. Mom worked on this kid.
 
 Jessie wondered at his place in life: Other than waiting for his mother 
        to finish work, which he did rather well, this child's only job was keeping 
        the crayon in the coloring book. He had no conflicts pulling him in opposite 
        directions, no tests looming on his horizon to determine if he would be 
        judged fit or worthwhile. No conscious possibility of flunking life. That 
        would come later. Jessie gave him a smileher second of the day. 
        She enjoyed the connection as their eyes met, and she silently wished 
        him well.
 
 As Jessie crossed the street to her Volvo, the snow hurled down in blinding 
        torrents. The keys didn't fit in the car door lock at firstprobably 
        due to the overanxious shake in her handsand it took a minute to 
        make them work. She didn't want to drive back over the mountain in this 
        snow, but she had to get back to Claudie. Besides, where else would she 
        stay in this desolate county but at her sister's?
 
 Jessie had never believed that circumstances controlled people unless 
        people allowed them to. She now struggled to maintain that belief. Frank 
        Bilotti would like nothing better than to put her mind in that vice called 
        fear. The hearings at headquarters in Washington would begin quickly if 
        she decided to bring charges. Then, either she would lose her job and 
        be drummed out of the FBI in disgrace. Or, if the truth wriggled free 
        from all the lies, three experienced agents who had served with distinction 
        would lose their shields. In the latter case, more than a few of her colleagues 
        would hate her, although she knew that her friendsand there were 
        plenty of thosewould stick by her. There was a third possibility: 
        All four agentsincluding Jessiewould be fired and forfeit 
        their good names forever.
 
 Frank had been her mentor, her friend, and her colleague. Having mentored 
        many in her own right, she held that relationship sacred, and her trust 
        had been absolute. Frank had breached that trust in the cruelest possible 
        way, and for no purpose other than saving his own professional life. If 
        only it had been just ordinary, gut-wrenching, black-hole-in-your-life 
        adultery, maybe Gail could have survived the traditional humbling. Frank's 
        line might have begun something like: "The wife and I are seeing a counselor." 
        But Jessie's best friend had fallen victim to Frank's demented needs and 
        been publicly vilified.
 
 Jessie's fingers tightened on the steering wheel. She needed to do something 
        with her anger other than drive it down the road. God, if she got stuck 
        while driving over Elk Horn Pass, she could freeze to death. That would 
        be one way to rid her memory of Frank Bilotti. Maybe coming to stay with 
        her sister in the mountains hadn't been a good idea. There was so much 
        silence out here. So many open spaces. You couldn't really hide from your 
        thoughts the way you could at Thanksgiving in New York, knocked around 
        in the crowds like a billiard ball, jostling past the guys with Salvation 
        Army suits on the corner. Instead, she now faced eighteen miles of death-defying 
        driving in blinding snow.
 
 She had no affinity for the mountains, hated bugs, and picnics of every 
        kind, and didn't care for animals large enough that their leavings wouldn't 
        fit in a sandwich bag. So why come to a place you hate? Simple. To help 
        someone you love.
 
 Claudie needed her, and that was a good reason to be here. Jessie hoped 
        that she could deal with her own problems by helping someone else. Grady 
        White, Frank's boss, had told her that it wasn't bad medicine to help 
        others as long as you got around to yourself in the process.
 
 In her own self-analysis, Jessie started out with one major vulnerability: 
        She was frightened to death of failing at anything. She had spent her 
        early years in upstate New York near the bend in the Willis River. At 
        thirteen, she moved to the Bronx, having personally earned in record time 
        all the merit badges that the Girl Scouts had to offer.
 
 After that, it was a different matter: pimples, hormones, periods, boys, 
        parents who didn't understand, down right ignorant brothers, tears, hysteria, 
        clothes that didn't fit, fights about what to wear, and weird cravings 
        for things she couldn't havea list too long to remember. And the 
        lost-animal home. Even as a child, it was her credo that she had to be 
        tough and perfect. But something inside her was soft. It came out first 
        with the animals. Incredibly determined, she had created a backyard menagerie 
        of those particularly lucky creatures that fell into her hands before 
        they met the ultimate sanction at the city animal shelter. To support 
        her critters, she got a paper route. The animals went at age fifteen. 
        She swore off loving animals as best she could, and at age sixteen, became 
        a somewhat introspective girl who plunged headlong into the world of computers.
 
 It was only with her MBA that she had a sort of social blossoming. Awkward 
        at first, she learned how to reach out to people. Shortly after school, 
        she wed. She thrived at her first job, at Delphi, a high-tech company 
        where she soon headed the information technology division.
 
 When Gail, her best friend since childhood, suffered an auto accident 
        that broke multiple bones, almost ruined an eye, and generally made her 
        a nervous, quivering person, Jessie gave up the better part of her "free" 
        time to help her old friend. Just about that time, Jessie's husband, Norman, 
        announced their breakup to their respective families.
 
 Gail was the reason Jessie had joined the FBI. Gail had a job in the public 
        relations department for the Bureau in Washington, D.C. Although Jessie 
        was a computer whiz, was more or less happily buried in her work, and 
        had lots of friends, she wanted to do something more creative. Gail, for 
        her part, wanted Jessie for a roommate, now that Norman was history, so 
        she convinced her to join the Bureau, effectively arguing that Jessie 
        could specialize in computer crimeno street workand match 
        wits with the smartest crooks in the business. There was no end to the 
        personal creativity she could bring to the task of hunting down virus 
        disseminators, techno-terrorists, and other computer criminals.
 
 Jessie surprised herself by going for itthe right thing at the right 
        time, she guessedturning down two promotion offers from Delphi. 
        A lot of things about making the move were painful, including the sizable 
        cut in pay and the interminable, but ultimately rewarding, training.
 
 She rapidly formed many good relationships, chief among them the one with 
        her boss, Frank Bilotti. She had known him for three years before he did 
        the unthinkable.
 
 Although Gail had been the initial victim, it was Jessie who was the witness 
        on whom the entire case against Frank rested. Without what Jessie saw 
        and heard, there would be no investigation of Frank Bilotti. What Frank 
        did to Jessie was threaten her career, and what she held most dear, her 
        reputation, in order to force her silence. What he really did was break 
        her heart. Then it was a professional war.
 
 Of course when the Bilotti thing blew up, Gail had pointed out that it 
        was ludicrous for Jessie Mayfield to leave the dung heap of a bureaucratic 
        mess for the dirt roads and insect-ridden, off-the-grid, back-country 
        living of Wintoon County. This was not a Jessie Mayfield kind of place. 
        There were no hot dog stands, Jewish delicatessens, sushi bars, or theatre 
        districtsnothing but her sister Claudie.
 
 When Frank found out that Jessie intended to bring him down, Jessie just 
        purchased an airline ticket, found Gail a good shrink and an extra friend, 
        then hugged her good-bye and said she'd be back in a month. Given the 
        nature of the accusations (word of which had immediately filtered up and 
        down the Bureau's ranks), and despite Frank's flat denials, counter-accusations, 
        and old-boy buddies backing him up, the FBI would have given Jessie a 
        six-month administrative leave of absence if she'd asked for it. As it 
        was, she was taking a month. Until then, Frank could sweat.
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