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CHAPTER 1, Part 2
The Beginning
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At first, the snow fell lightly. Jessie
Mayfield found herself outside a three-chair beauty shop in a town where
the men still went to the barber. Visiting Johnson City was a bizarre
experience and a greatly needed distraction. Trying not to think about
Frank Bilotti seemed to be the antidote of choice until she figured out
some way that thinking about him could be constructive.
Claudie had tried to insist that she visit a local hair dresser, but Jessie
wasn't in the mood. She had picked up the groceries for Claudie and her
kids, all the way down to the Pop Tarts, and had only one stop left. A
prescription for Claudie's shingles waited at the pharmacy, where she
could also pick up some cold medicine for Claudie's first-born son, Bren.
The only pharmacy in Johnson City operated out of an old church. The steep-pitched
slate roof, steeple, overhanging eaves, and lap siding gave the building
a certain character. Something else about it made it poignant, but Jessie
couldn't put her finger on it. Entering through the church's original
set of double doors, Jessie saw shelves climbing all the walls, even reaching
the point where the ceiling rose at an angle to form the steeple. Not
short on merchandise, the place was packed with everything from portable
toilets to hot water bottles.
"Can I help you?" a beautiful olive-skinned woman said. She looked part
Native American, with soft, well-tended hair that dropped over her shoulders.
"Claudie Donahue has a prescription."
"You must be her sister from New York?"
"Word travels that fast?"
"Around here the trees have ears and the rocks talk."
Jessie's face broke a natural smile. It felt odd because her life was
distinctly a frown.
In a corner next to the counter, a dark-haired boy was coloring. It required
no imagination to suppose that his mother was tending the store. His eyelashes
were long and distinctive. Designed for expansion, his blue overalls were
rolled nicely at the ankles, his tiny Polo shirt bore stripes that handily
complemented the denim. Mom worked on this kid.
Jessie wondered at his place in life: Other than waiting for his mother
to finish work, which he did rather well, this child's only job was keeping
the crayon in the coloring book. He had no conflicts pulling him in opposite
directions, no tests looming on his horizon to determine if he would be
judged fit or worthwhile. No conscious possibility of flunking life. That
would come later. Jessie gave him a smileher second of the day.
She enjoyed the connection as their eyes met, and she silently wished
him well.
As Jessie crossed the street to her Volvo, the snow hurled down in blinding
torrents. The keys didn't fit in the car door lock at firstprobably
due to the overanxious shake in her handsand it took a minute to
make them work. She didn't want to drive back over the mountain in this
snow, but she had to get back to Claudie. Besides, where else would she
stay in this desolate county but at her sister's?
Jessie had never believed that circumstances controlled people unless
people allowed them to. She now struggled to maintain that belief. Frank
Bilotti would like nothing better than to put her mind in that vice called
fear. The hearings at headquarters in Washington would begin quickly if
she decided to bring charges. Then, either she would lose her job and
be drummed out of the FBI in disgrace. Or, if the truth wriggled free
from all the lies, three experienced agents who had served with distinction
would lose their shields. In the latter case, more than a few of her colleagues
would hate her, although she knew that her friendsand there were
plenty of thosewould stick by her. There was a third possibility:
All four agentsincluding Jessiewould be fired and forfeit
their good names forever.
Frank had been her mentor, her friend, and her colleague. Having mentored
many in her own right, she held that relationship sacred, and her trust
had been absolute. Frank had breached that trust in the cruelest possible
way, and for no purpose other than saving his own professional life. If
only it had been just ordinary, gut-wrenching, black-hole-in-your-life
adultery, maybe Gail could have survived the traditional humbling. Frank's
line might have begun something like: "The wife and I are seeing a counselor."
But Jessie's best friend had fallen victim to Frank's demented needs and
been publicly vilified.
Jessie's fingers tightened on the steering wheel. She needed to do something
with her anger other than drive it down the road. God, if she got stuck
while driving over Elk Horn Pass, she could freeze to death. That would
be one way to rid her memory of Frank Bilotti. Maybe coming to stay with
her sister in the mountains hadn't been a good idea. There was so much
silence out here. So many open spaces. You couldn't really hide from your
thoughts the way you could at Thanksgiving in New York, knocked around
in the crowds like a billiard ball, jostling past the guys with Salvation
Army suits on the corner. Instead, she now faced eighteen miles of death-defying
driving in blinding snow.
She had no affinity for the mountains, hated bugs, and picnics of every
kind, and didn't care for animals large enough that their leavings wouldn't
fit in a sandwich bag. So why come to a place you hate? Simple. To help
someone you love.
Claudie needed her, and that was a good reason to be here. Jessie hoped
that she could deal with her own problems by helping someone else. Grady
White, Frank's boss, had told her that it wasn't bad medicine to help
others as long as you got around to yourself in the process.
In her own self-analysis, Jessie started out with one major vulnerability:
She was frightened to death of failing at anything. She had spent her
early years in upstate New York near the bend in the Willis River. At
thirteen, she moved to the Bronx, having personally earned in record time
all the merit badges that the Girl Scouts had to offer.
After that, it was a different matter: pimples, hormones, periods, boys,
parents who didn't understand, down right ignorant brothers, tears, hysteria,
clothes that didn't fit, fights about what to wear, and weird cravings
for things she couldn't havea list too long to remember. And the
lost-animal home. Even as a child, it was her credo that she had to be
tough and perfect. But something inside her was soft. It came out first
with the animals. Incredibly determined, she had created a backyard menagerie
of those particularly lucky creatures that fell into her hands before
they met the ultimate sanction at the city animal shelter. To support
her critters, she got a paper route. The animals went at age fifteen.
She swore off loving animals as best she could, and at age sixteen, became
a somewhat introspective girl who plunged headlong into the world of computers.
It was only with her MBA that she had a sort of social blossoming. Awkward
at first, she learned how to reach out to people. Shortly after school,
she wed. She thrived at her first job, at Delphi, a high-tech company
where she soon headed the information technology division.
When Gail, her best friend since childhood, suffered an auto accident
that broke multiple bones, almost ruined an eye, and generally made her
a nervous, quivering person, Jessie gave up the better part of her "free"
time to help her old friend. Just about that time, Jessie's husband, Norman,
announced their breakup to their respective families.
Gail was the reason Jessie had joined the FBI. Gail had a job in the public
relations department for the Bureau in Washington, D.C. Although Jessie
was a computer whiz, was more or less happily buried in her work, and
had lots of friends, she wanted to do something more creative. Gail, for
her part, wanted Jessie for a roommate, now that Norman was history, so
she convinced her to join the Bureau, effectively arguing that Jessie
could specialize in computer crimeno street workand match
wits with the smartest crooks in the business. There was no end to the
personal creativity she could bring to the task of hunting down virus
disseminators, techno-terrorists, and other computer criminals.
Jessie surprised herself by going for itthe right thing at the right
time, she guessedturning down two promotion offers from Delphi.
A lot of things about making the move were painful, including the sizable
cut in pay and the interminable, but ultimately rewarding, training.
She rapidly formed many good relationships, chief among them the one with
her boss, Frank Bilotti. She had known him for three years before he did
the unthinkable.
Although Gail had been the initial victim, it was Jessie who was the witness
on whom the entire case against Frank rested. Without what Jessie saw
and heard, there would be no investigation of Frank Bilotti. What Frank
did to Jessie was threaten her career, and what she held most dear, her
reputation, in order to force her silence. What he really did was break
her heart. Then it was a professional war.
Of course when the Bilotti thing blew up, Gail had pointed out that it
was ludicrous for Jessie Mayfield to leave the dung heap of a bureaucratic
mess for the dirt roads and insect-ridden, off-the-grid, back-country
living of Wintoon County. This was not a Jessie Mayfield kind of place.
There were no hot dog stands, Jewish delicatessens, sushi bars, or theatre
districtsnothing but her sister Claudie.
When Frank found out that Jessie intended to bring him down, Jessie just
purchased an airline ticket, found Gail a good shrink and an extra friend,
then hugged her good-bye and said she'd be back in a month. Given the
nature of the accusations (word of which had immediately filtered up and
down the Bureau's ranks), and despite Frank's flat denials, counter-accusations,
and old-boy buddies backing him up, the FBI would have given Jessie a
six-month administrative leave of absence if she'd asked for it. As it
was, she was taking a month. Until then, Frank could sweat.
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